my fairy

to day I want to tell some thing about my priceless gift that God has given me ,

That is my daughter apple of my eye,my heart beat my naughty, beautiful cute, responsible, mature Gudia, years ago she came in my life,and complete me as a woman. when she came n my life i was riding in seventh clouds......... my whole worlds is only around her.......... she is my best friend ......... although now she is grown up but we can't live without each other..........
some time I afraid what happens to me after her marries Apni Gudiya ko kaise vida karungi...........
she is not only a world"s best daughter but she is my teacher also. she teach me so many things
so m capable to face d modern world.

searching ...........my self

sound funny n .after so many years if some wont to know hrself.
but this is true .......... i want to know real ly who m i?
I dont want to only mrs gupta ..........or mother of my children.of course i m a proud mother of my sweet doughter as well as my smart son.
but i m olso a humin being n i want to know by my name,
I make my pahchan.
I m a housewife, It does'nt mean that a housewife do nothing,
Actully a housewife is d spinal cord of d all family members.
coz she keep all of them fit ,reddy by giving them full attention ,comfo rt ,so they concentret thier work, study etc.

dost

zindagi bhi khel


l dikhati hai kya ajab,

dost bhi rang badalte hain kya gajab,

kabhi hain apne to kabhi ajnabi,

de kabhi khushi to kabhi aankho ko nami.

sawal

dil se hum aksar poochhte hain ek sawaal,
kya unhe kabhi aata hoga hamara bhi khyaal ,
yaadon me jinki hum kho jaate hain,
kya hum bhi kabhi unko ,yu hi tadpate hain.
lagate hian sau atkale ,khud ko samjhate hain ,
fir thak-har k un k hi khyaalo me kho jaate hain.


khaamosh hai lab par,
dil me kai saaal,
aankhe ab benoor hain ,
kabhi in me the kai khwaab.


aaina dekh k hume hai hairan,
puchhta hai hum se ek sawaal,
bata kaun hai ye shaqsh,
teri aankho me dikhta hai jiska aks,
kaise kahe k wo jo hai ,
n apna hai n paraya ,
jagi aankho se dekhe hua hai
ek sapna.

yaad ka mausam.

tumhari yaad jab dil k karib aa gai,
dil pe aur bhi udasi chha gai,
chha gaya har oar udasi ka aalam ,
mano aa gaya teri yaad ka mausam,
ab kyu kisi se kare shikwa gila,
ab to wo ho hi gaya jo tha nasib me likha,
ab kya is bahas me pade k bewafa kaun hai ?
waqt k is prashn pe hum dono hi maun hain.
ye sach hai k hamari pyaar ka shuchi -saurabh
faila tha chahu oar .................
par pyaar k pavitra daaman pe,
zamaane k zulmo sitam ubhar aaye
aur..................
hume banna pada ek duje k liye ,
ajnabi aur paraaye.

pyaar

ek ajnabi sa ehsaas,
ek anjani si pyaas,
ek bhola sa vishwas
ek mahkati si saans,
taaze phoolo si taazagi ,wo bholapan wo saadgi,
kya yahi hai pyaar?
han haa yahi hai pyaar.
,

Q yaad aate ho?

kya baat hai tujh main,
jane kyu hai dil tujh pe fida,
kya hai tujh main aisa ,
jane kaisi nirali ada,
qatl kar ke saadgi se,
maasoom ban jate ho,
fir bhi jane q itna yaad aate ho.



mujhe tum itna yaad aate ho kyo?
iss tarah mujhe satate ho kyo?
jab koi vaasta hi nahi hai mujh se to
itna mujhe rulaate ho kyo?

nazar
nazar n lage tumhe kisi ki isliye tumhe
dil main chhupa k rakhte hain.
sab se to chhup liya lakin, teri ek nazar ko
a dost hum taraste hain.


nazar -nazar ki baat hai
nazar badle to nazaare bhi badalte hain
nazar k saath waqt hi nahi badalta ,
insaan bhi badalte hain.

.

dil chaahta hai..........
Fir tere hotho se apna naam sunu,
fir tera chehra apne haatho main thaam lu,
tere chehre pe anginat pyaar ki mohre jad du,
milan ki pyaas tadap tere bhi dil me bhar du,
iss kadar tujhe deewna kar du k tu bhi betaab ho jaaye.
mujhe apni baaho man jakad k kah jaaye..........k tum
tum sirf meri ho aur main........janmo -janmo k liye sirf teri ho jau.

aisa q hota hai?
har pal wo saath rahta hai,
par nazar nahi aata,
chhedta satata baate banata,
par pakad nahi aata,
kabhi lagta wo saath hai,
kabhi khwaab q mujhe uljhata.
khoi rahti hu hardam us k khyalo me,
kabhi aanchal bana k lapet leti to,
kabhi us k daaman me simat jati.
wo mujh me is tarah bas gaya
k meri saanso se khushbu aaye .
ab koi bhi hume juda n kar paaye.

yaad
dil ki surh diwarope
jo lakire ubhar k rah jatihai,
yaade unhi ko kahte hain,
un beeti yaado me aksar
hum khoye-khoye rahte hain,
yaade to bas yade hain...........
tadpaye bhi ,bahlaye bhi,
un lamho ko fir jeene ko ,
fir man ko tarsaye bhi,

roothna
aaj aap se rooth k dekhna hai,
aap k manane ka andaz dekhna hai,
taklif to hogi hume bhi tujh se rooth k.
par aaj ye dard bhi utha k dekhna hai,


roothe the hum k wo hume manayenge,
meethi-meethi baato se zara dil ko bahlayenga,
hum unhe thoda satayenge.
fir maan jaayenge.

roothne manane k khel me kahi
hum bichhad n jaye dar lagta hai,
apne apne ahm main kho n de ,
ek duje ko dar lagta hai.
.

zindgi
ak hi zindgi kitne,
tukdo main bati hoti hai.
jane kitne rishto se judi hoti hai.
sab se rishta nibhaya jata hai.
par jo dil k karib hote hai
un ko hi thukraya jata hai.
ye soch k ye to apna hai
kaha jaayega,
aksar un ko hi tadpaya jata hai.


meri zindagi k hasin lamhat ho tum.
dil me aaye pyaare se khyalat ho tum.
bhole -bhale dil k sawalat ho tum.
saath-saath rahne k jajbaat ho tum.

dil
seeli lakdi sa,
dil sulagta rahega.
yaad me teri ue,
hardam jalta rahega.



raakh k neeche daba diya hai,
fir bhi ek chingari baaki hai.
dil me yaade vaade hain,
saanso ki dor baki hai.

khali khali zindgi,
ujda ujda dil,
veeran si aankhe ,
na koi manjil.

dil k tukde tukde ho gaye,
sapne lahuluhan ho gaye.
aas k bandhan toot gaye,
ek saans ki dori baki hai.

aankhe deedar ko pyaasi hain,
dhadkane ekraar ko pyaasi hain,
ab bhi aa ja a dost,
ek saans abhi bhi baki hai.




dil dhadka tha baad ek muddat k,
kiya thapyaar un se badi shiddat se,
n tha malum k dil hi jala dega wo jis k pyaar se roshan kiya tha dil ko.



aankhe deedar ko pyaasi hain,

waqt
waqt waqt ki baat hai,
kabhi hum paas ho k bhi door the,
aur aaj door ho k bhi paas hain.
kbhi hum jin baato ko dillagi samajhte the.
aaj wahi baate dil ki lagi hain.
waqt waqt ki baat hai.



socha n tha.
a dost yu n socha tha.
tum yu badal jaoge.
jo chaahte the hume dilo jan se.
aaj is tarah tadpaoge.
mana k tumhe hai kaam bahut
fursat tumhe nahi,
par kya tumhari zindgi me.
ab meri jarurat hi nahi?
tumhare do pal pe bhi
jab mera haq nahi.
umar bhar ka hissa banu kaise?
kis haq se tumhari main banu.
apna tumhe kahu kaise?

adaye

milte the jab wo hum se

chup rahte sharmate the

apni inhi adao se wo hum ko tadpate the.

unhe chhedne me aata to tha mazaa

par un k do meethe bolo ko hum taras jate the.





suna jai aankhe dil ki juban hoti hai. karti hain

ye dil ki bate bayan gar juban khamosh hoti hain.

afsos hum n jan payenge kabhi un k dil ka hal.

q ki jab wo hum se milte hain

unki juba khaamosh aur aankhe jhuki hoti hain

faasla

dil k ander is tarah bas gaya koi,

k hum se hamara naata hi toot gaya.

jab-jab chaha khud se milna ,

mere darmyan wo aa gaya.

n hota hai poori tarah wo ho k bhi mera.

n mujhe apna hi hone deta hai.is kadar

hum dono k beech faasla aa gaya.

kahaho tum?

n koi ua n koi salam, n ki paigam.

daave the kar di hai zind tere naam.

ye kaisi zindgi hai jo khushiyo se hai mahrum.

jane kaha ja k tum ho gaye ho gum.

n chhode hain kadmo k bhi nashan.

dhundhate firte hain hum pareshan.

hum hain is baat pe hairaan.

a dost thuje hua kya hai?

tere ruthne ki vajah kya hai?

Pyaar

tadpaye bhi tarsaye bhi,

rulaye bhi hasaye bhi.



ruthe bhi manaye bhi.

ye hota hai pyaar.

mahfil ki jagah mile tanhai.

milan ki jagah mile judai.

wafa k badle mile be-wafai,

Bachpan

kitna pyara hota hai bachpan.

Ehsaas hota hai jab umar ho pachpan.

tab yaad aate hai wo beete pal...........

wo maa ka pyaar, papa ka dulaar.

wo meethi shararate., bhai bahno se ladai.

papa ka gussa,maa se pitai.



jab hum bachche hote hain to lagta hai

jaldi se bade ho jaye.

ab umar k is mod pe jab aa khade

to..........yaad aata hai bachpan.

apne bachcho k bachpan me hum dhundhte hain

apna bachpan.

kitna pyaara hota hai bachpan.